I should not be blogging at this time. I should still be in sch or having dinner with blazers but i'm not : (

Had POM presentation today. I screweed up my part. I really didn't know i had to do departmentalisation. Sorry guys. You guys didn't say anything, but i know you all are alittle unhappy. I'm really sorry. Its all i can say now.

And my mother suddenly sms me about having family gathering and WANT me to be home BY 7. Its obvious she is making me not go for training. I told you i won't quit cheerleading. Its no longer a CCA to me, its my family, my life. Called her to persuade her to let me go, but failed. Knew it.

Went to study alone at grandstand aft POM. I'm afraid tt some of you might think i miss lunch with 1ho1 to be with cheerleaders today, i didn't. I was too sad with my mom and the POM thing, so i wanted to be alone. ( maybe i think too much, but better to clarify.)

Emo alone at grandstand for 3h to study. Its a good thing, manage to study in peace. hahs! Went biz park for dou hua. Its good, must try. hahs! Jiayou for blazers to run 6 rounds and left for dinner! The feeling of missing ONE training is worst than sinning lah!

I should be continuing on my fnb...

i realised when i wanted to be all alone, my 1st place in mind was grandstand at sports stadium. Steph was like, its so hot, why did you want to go there at like 1pm when i can go library. But i didn't bother of how hot it was. I just felt like grandstand can make me heart to peace, where i can let everything out. Maybe its the place whr many things happen or maybe the view of the field. So next time can't find me, just go grandstand : D

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